Friday, January 7, 2011

The end of the beginning..

So I'm thinking this is kind of emo-ish. Not that I have a problem with emo's, they're the same as the rest of us or else we're all equally different. But anyway, I'm not an emo, I'm actually quite the opposite.. a continuous smiley face and all. But hey I kinda like this emo-y feelin'.

Yeah, I dunno, I don't even know what the point of this post is.. I tried this once before, back then it was a pro-ana page (please no abuse, we don't need anymore hate in this world) but I wasn't pro-ana. I definately have some demons with food, frankly I hate it, I lost 30pounds in the past 5 months. I just don't feel like its anorexia,.. maybe depression.

I'm thinking this is just my diary, and I'm allowing the world to read it, I just never want anyone in my world to find it.. It could be days, weeks or months before anyone even stumbles on this page, but when you do stumble upon me please stick around.

I really like helping people through problems and I just hope this blog helps me through mines..

"Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart." - Lady Gaga

I hope to find that place..

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